In Gook! I told you not to play with the slime in the morning.
The alarm of our house.
If it's romance,
they'll say you had Director Bum Soo's kid.
If it's a comedy,
you'll become a gold digger who's after directors.
Why does a day come after another no matter what?
It's an impregnable system that never allows even a single error.
I should sleep some more.
Let's refuse today by sleeping until tomorrow morning.
You better come out of there. I'm going to hit you for real today.
I'm going to report you then.
So it's refusing my refusal.
(Episode 11)
Come down now.
My strong personality doesn't mean I'm physically strong.
Rice or bread?
Come eat something.
A friend of mine is a renowned psychiatrist.
I felt frustrated...
so I talked to her a little.
After losing a loved one,
they may suffer from sorrow and hallucinations.
A sense of loss is commonly shown in the process of mourning.
In normal cases,
they move on from their sorrow in two months.
What's happening to Eun Jung is understandable enough,
but such cases are still being studied in the academic circles.
So those seeking counseling for such reasons aren't properly diagnosed.
Sir, can I take a look at the 70-200 too?
The 70-200, okay.
They're implicitly diagnosed...
as persistent complex bereavement disorder.
Symptoms of their disorder continue for more than a year.
The reason why they find it so hard to cope with the loss...
is usually found in their childhood relationship with their parents.
Commonly speaking, family history.
Our family was happy...
until I confessed to them about myself.
Maybe I played a part in it.
Stop it.
It's actually because of me...
that our parents are living abroad.
Hey.
Your travel writer mom and your photographer dad...
traveled around the world after raising their children.
They found a good place to spend their later years...
and settled down there happily.
Don't you dare ruin their greatness.
Right.
Your parents understood you.
They acted like they understood me.
They would've invited me over at least once otherwise.
Because of me, Eun Jung lost her parents too.
Hey, pull yourself together.
Don't add to this. You're making me scared.
Am I the only one?
Am I the only one who has been traumatized by it?
Okay, I'm sorry.
I really hope Eun Jung goes to see my friend.
Can you think of a way, Hyo Bong?
Okay.
I'm so worried...
and scared...
that I want to avoid this.
How should I tell her?
Just tell her.
Eun Jung is smart.
And she loves you very much.
Just how much you've struggled to tell her about it,
she would understand.
She's heartbroken already.
It means I'll make her concerned again.
Let's think of this as...
emptying it out a bit to fill it up again.
Hello?
Rice with thistle.
- What? - Today's menu.
What do you think about stir-fried rice with seasoned thistle?
I just ate.
Then we can make it and eat it for dinner.
I'm headed to your studio now.
I'm not there right now.
But I'm on my way.
Well, I won't be at the studio today.
I have an appointment.
Really?
Yes, I'm hanging up.
So that's what happened.
Goodness. Why are you telling me that now?
Then when should I have told you?
You have no idea because you haven't been a housewife.
I'm busy, yet I'm bored.
You should have told me something so interesting right away.
Mom, I'm quite troubled right now.
Hey, but that's good news.
I'm happy for Hwan Dong too.
I miss him. I liked that guy.
But your daughter is troubled.
It's okay. That's not troublesome.
Why do you get to decide if I'm okay or not?
I can tell by the way my kid eats her food.
You're fine right now. You're eating very well.
I'm not eating very well.
I'm picking on food.
If you want to say that, you should at least use chopsticks.
You're scooping up rice with your spoon.
You're very sharp.
Oh, I don't know. I'm hungry because I'm concerned.
Maybe you're too concerned about your director.
Do you like him?
What are you talking about?
Jin Joo, this is the second time I've seen this in my life.
I gave birth to you naturally 30 years ago.
Back then, your face was completely red.
And right now, your face is completely red again.
Goodness. I should tell your dad.
Why is this worth mentioning to Dad? It's not something to tell.
You have no idea because you don't run a laundry.
You're busy, yet you get bored.
I'm going to tell him.
- I'm going to tell him. - I just bit my tongue. That's why.
Okay, you like him.
Honey!
You have to listen to me!
Are Director Son and Ms. Lim getting married?
No.
Of course not.
A lot of rumors in this industry end up being just rumors.
That happens very often. Isn't that correct?
Yes, you're right.
I guess they might each get married.
No, of course not.
I heard she's pregnant.
- Come on. - She is.
- What? - She's pregnant.
I heard it.
Why do you care so much?
Because I do.
What does Bum Soo mean to you?
A being I love the most among the things I couldn't have.
What do I mean to you?
A being I love the most among the things I have.
Among the things you have? "Among the things I have"?
- What else do you have? - Nothing. Just you.
What is this?
I like it, but it feels eery.
Like taking a pleasant walk on a sunny afternoon...
after a big rain, then stepping in a puddle.
Your socks are completely drenched in your shoes,
but the weather is fantastic. Something like that.
Is this the correct emotion?
Is this something we should be discussing at work?
It's not. Goodbye.
Everyone knows why you look like that, so change your face.
We need to talk.
- I'm hungry. - I'll buy you coffee.
What?
So she has been avoiding me.
The writer is avoiding the director.
This isn't a problem between a writer and a director.
It feels like I'm in a coed high school all over again.
Yes, it's that immature.
This industry is as small as high school.
Lee Dong Min and Kim Eun Ha were a famous couple back in school.
But they appeared in my previous work as a married couple.
Eun Ha's husband is the CEO of a production company,
and he cast Dong Min in their next piece of work.
Do you think he did that to kill him?
I mean, you dated Sol Bi while working on music for your drama.
Do you think you won't run into her?
You will. So what?
The same thing goes for Ms. Lim. It means you had a long haul here,
which means you're competent.
It sounds as if you think I'm dating Ms. Lim.
I mean, why not?
You can just go along with the rumor.
How can I date her because of the rumor?
It's not just a rumor.
You like her.
Why do you hold yourself back? Why do you hide it?
Enough. You need to shut your mouth.
In my opinion, you two like each other.
What now? You should start dating.
Then get married. Live happily ever after.
When one of you dies first...
and you have a funeral,
do you think people who spread such weird rumors will come...
and say, "That odd rumor is finally over, isn't it?"
What people say about you two will lurk around like vapor...
and disappear soon in this tiny little industry.
It's not like I don't know that.
The writer is a rookie.
She's not used to people talking about her.
See that? You're worried about her.
- You like her. - People like you make this worse.
Why do you turn my consideration into romantic feelings?
Since when were you so considerate?
Forget it. Just leave the rumor...
and do what you have to do.
Of course, I'll do my job. I won't drop the project because of this.
No, not the project.
Something you have to do for someone you like.
Don't you know?
Aren't you a bit too old not to know that?
Why do you suddenly...
want to help me date someone?
Why are you suddenly so passionate?
It's Da Mi, isn't it?
I'm on duty right now.
I need to do what I must do.
(Scene 56, So Hee's kitchen, night)
Don't edit it and keep it as it is.
I loved your script.
Why did I unconsciously write down a happening from the past?
Do I finally feel indifferent about it?
Or did I do this as a way of asking him if he remembers too?
Gosh, whatever.
No matter what the reason is,
there's no reason to delete this.
Be careful.
Gosh, I'm scared.
- What is it? - Okay, don't open your eyes.
- This is odd. - Okay.
We're here.
Open the locker in front of you.
- This one? - Yes.
What could it be? What is it?
What do you think? It's a bouquet.
If you were going to cover my eyes to give me something scented,
you should have plugged my nose too.
You're so awful.
Why don't you suffer from rhinitis?
Hey. What is this?
Here.
Did you take up those part-time jobs to buy me this?
I love getting flowers. It makes me happy enough.
You should be studying.
Gosh, you're giving me a headache.
Go ahead and nag. It makes me feel happy.
How much did you pay for this?
Every single penny I had.
I'm going to earn a fortune and give it all to you.
- Why are you so immature? - At least I'm competent.
I love you.
You deserve a scolding.
But first things first.
(You deserve a scolding. But first things first.)
This is so immature.
You mean it's cute.
No, it's immature.
Have you ever even done anything that immature?
Why do you keep making it sound like I had a sad and lonely life?
Back in the day, I also had my fair share...
of experience.
But why can't I remember anything?
Because it never happened.
You need to remember it to be able to say it actually happened.
I feel like it did happen.
But I don't remember if it happened in real life...
or one of my scripts. Of was it was just a dream?
Then what about you? Have you ever done something like this?
Do you remember anything?
Yes.
I remember it very clearly.
I just don't want to remember it.
Why? You said it's cute.
My ex-wife and I met when we were young,
and we were really crazy about each other.
But as we got a divorce, we promised...
to only talk about child support expenses.
It's weird to think about the memories I had with her.
It makes me feel bitter.
I'm not going to drink just because you act all pitiful.
I'm going to work.
Let's drink with Bum Soo and Ms. Lim.
- What? - Call her.
- You want me to call? - Call Ms. Lim.
Why would I call her?
Let's have sashimi.
Call her yourself.
- Let's have beer mixed with soju... - My goodness.
and some sashimi.
Yes, okay.
Then I'll call you back after I talk to the director.
Okay, thank you.
Jae Hoon.
We need to pick out a casting team and a casting director.
The director's crew apparently can't work with us.
Jae Hoon.
- Pardon? - Just a second.
Hey, Ms. Hwang.
Hey, Director Son. Do you have time to talk?
Yes, go ahead.
I got a call from Jeong So Yeon's agency.
The agency really liked the script,
so they gave it to the actress, and she's reading it right now.
But from what I remember,
Jeong So Yeon's scheduled to shoot a movie in July.
From what I know, her schedule overlaps with ours.
But the CEO of her agency called me...
and told me that he wishes to meet up with you.
He'll probably try to convince me to cast another actress.
I'll still meet up with him.
Who are the other actresses in his agency?
(Lee So Min)
Oh, there's So Min.
What?
There's Lee So Min.
(Lee So Min)
("Things Will Be Fine When You Turn 30")
Ms. Lim and I went to the same university.
But I never saw her after I applied for a leave of absence.
I'm surprised that we're meeting like this.
We also went to the same university.
But I never saw you after you applied for a leave of absence.
But we were able to meet like this.
Did you ask her to cast me?
No, not at all.
I met Director Son by coincidence,
and I did tell him that I'm working with you.
But I don't get involved in the personal lives...
of the people I shoot.
Is that why you told me Min Joon got hired by another agency?
The script is fun.
But I'm sure they won't cast me...
- as the main character. - Why not?
They probably won't like me. I'm not pretty.
You are pretty.
You're the prettiest person I ever saw in real life.
- What's with you? - I'm just telling the truth.
I don't really need to cheer you up right now.
You already seem to be in a good mood.
But I have a question.
From what I remember, we were quite close for a while.
Why didn't you call me after you took time off from school?
Did it just happen naturally because you became famous?
I didn't like you guys.
That's it for today.
- Thank you. - Thank you.
- Let's eat. - I'm on a diet.
- That's it? - Yes.
But I just forgave her because she sent me her script.
What?
The script got sent to So Min?
Gosh, I'm not really up for that.
- What about Han Joo? - Because she's prettier than me.
But I just forgave her...
because you told me that I'm the prettiest person you ever met.
I think...
you're the prettiest person I ever met in real life.
Of course.
Here you go.
You too, Jin Joo.
- Then what about me? - They only liked you.
But I forgave you...
because you told me that Min Joon is incredible.
She's very...
simple and concise.
So is that incredible guy doing well?
You know you stand out even more if you dress like that, right?
Let's eat. I'll fix you a meal.
Sit down. There's something we need to do first.
Hey, wait.
Darn it.
Is that what you have to say to someone who just kissed you?
I told the agency that I'm going to quit.
Great. I'll break your leg...
so you won't ever run away, and I'll provide for you.
I won't run away. There's no need to break my leg.
I'm going to Haenaem Entertainment. I'm going to become successful now.
I'm going to become the CEO, so just give me five years.
Does that mean you're not going to meet me for five years?
Should I break your leg right now?
I can't live without you.
Shouldn't you know that by now?
I know.
Let's not ask each other to be understanding...
just because we'll both be away and have a busy schedule.
Let's see each other every day.
Let's meet even if we fight...
and grab each other by the collar if we have to.
Actually, let's not go that far. Let's just...
Let's meet every day.
Every day.
Gosh, this is so cheesy.
Let's just cover our mouths.
(Downloaded Files)
- Can I come in? - Yes.
This is not like you.
You're the only one I have.
- What about Moon Soo? - Him and you.
What about Mom and Dad?
Mom, Dad, Moon Soo,
- and you. - What about In Gook?
- What about Han Joo and Jin Joo? - Stop it.
What is it that you want to say? It's okay, so go on.
One of A Rang's acquaintances...
is a famous psychiatrist.
She recently went to see her because she was too stressed out.
She thought it was nice...
and recommended us to try seeing her.
Okay.
I'll do it.
I'll go see her.
Director Son, we're here.
I loved the script.
The writer did a great job.
I should've come with So Yeon,
but she's currently abroad after finishing her piece.
I usually don't bother my actors when they're on a break,
but your piece was so fun that I e-mailed her right away this time.
I told her to read it and send me a reply as soon as possible.
We could've met after then.
She has dyslexia, so she takes some time to read.
I heard she's filming a movie in July.
It's not decided yet. We're discussing it at the moment.
I'm actually not that inclined because it's a supporting role,
but the movie is large-scaled,
and she wants to film a movie.
Then she might work on it.
I want her to star in your drama.
Will a big star like her listen to her agency?
She'll listen and make her own decision.
What are you saying?
It means she has good hearing.
Oh, right. How about Lee So Min?
- I knew you'd make this move. - I'm just saying...
in case you haven't thought about this idea.
So Min is better at acting than So Yeon.
- Have her skills been recognized? - Yes.
- By whom? - Internally.
You mean, the agency?
Come to think of it, she might go well with this drama.
Is it your personal opinion?
Please consider it. I'll make her audition for the role.
Let's be honest. She's too big to audition for anything.
But she's been working really hard these days.
I even scolded her to stop a few days ago.
Hello, Ms. Hwang.
Why don't we have a meeting about casting roles?
Right now.
I'll see you at the office.
Oh, one more thing.
Tell Ms. Lim to come too.
How is Lee So Min doing in the industry these days?
She's hosting a talk show on a cable TV channel.
What was her last drama? I haven't watched it.
Her last piece was a weekend drama.
It had good ratings, but the drama was mainly about the male lead.
She's been on a downturn since then.
Her acting skills didn't seem that poor.
CEO So sounded like he'd let us cast Tae Min Ki for Jung Goo.
Tae Min Ki is on the rise, so he might want the main role.
He's unsure about pulling off a sole main character yet.
By the way,
where is Ms. Lim?
She said she'd make changes to the script today.
I mean,
a writer must be there for a casting discussion.
She said she'd follow your opinions.
Should we try contacting other agencies?
If you could just narrow down the list of candidates...
I'll try watching some of the dramas which Lee So Min starred in first.
Excuse me.
Hello?
What are you doing this evening?
- Let's hang out. - Are you lonely?
Hang out with Dong Ki.
Let's have a drink together with Hwan Dong, Ms. Jung, and Ms. Lim.
Let's make it look like we're not uncomfortable around each other.
But we are uncomfortable around each other.
Never mind.
All right. Then can you tell Ms. Lim to come out?
Why should I do that?
She might nag me that we're doing something useless.
I'm in the middle of a meeting, so text me where to meet up.
Gosh, why is it so hard not to see her just for a day?
You made seaweed soup with hard effort,
- so why did you put noodles in it? - It's delicious.
And why would you come here when you got yourself a studio?
I felt lonely.
You should count your blessings.
You become hungry when you don't eat.
You become lonely when you're stuffed.
That's the way life is.
Thank you for your lesson, ma'am.
Come to the sashimi place near the broadcasting station at 7pm...
for dinner and drinks.
What is it this time?
What?
I'm going out to have another dinner.
- I'll be off. - Bye.
Jae Hoon, aren't the musical tickets for today?
That's right.
You should hurry. There might be a traffic jam.
Okay.
Aren't you leaving work?
You can just finish things and go ahead.
Then I'll be off.
Enjoy your date.
Thank you.
I broke up with her a few days ago.
Will you...
watch it with me?
I need to go pick In Gook up.
- Give me a moment. - No, it's fine.
No, it's okay. Just a moment.
Okay, Hyo Bong. Love you.
- Okay. - Okay, love you.
Let's go.
Ms. Lim, over here.
That's right.
A director and writer should sit across from each other.
You need to look into each other's hearts.
But it's not great to stare at each other at all times.
There is a need for that. For example...
Darn it. I have no idea.
I like how you two look together.
The future of Korean dramas.
The ex-boyfriend and the ex-girlfriend.
Goodness, I'm sorry.
Are we all here?
You're here.
You hid somewhere to be the last one, didn't you?
Mr. Seong, can you go and hide somewhere?
I'll call you for the check.
I'm lonely. You have to play with me.
You can play with your dogs.
Is the preparation going well?
Yes, thanks to you.
Don't say that. You got your best crew members taken away by us.
We didn't take them away.
- We're on a faster schedule. - Yes.
- Why? Should I take them back? - Gosh.
Crew members aren't like the name tags for "Running Man".
Stop talking about taking them and grabbing them.
- You have gotten prettier. - You look the same.
What is this feeling of defeat?
Oh, that's not what I meant.
If we look the same at our age, it means we're prettier.
- What about my age? - You're 46!
- You little... - Why do you scream at me?
I'm hungry.
I'll order whatever I want.
I love it when someone else picks out the menu.
I'm ordering for myself! Me!
- Go ahead and eat, 46. - Why are you saying that again?
No idea. It just popped out!
- Excuse me. - Darn it.
- If you scream, other customers... - Oh, right.
That was like a game.
- We'll keep it down. - Okay.
Choose something delicious.
We ended up getting a drink without big trouble.
- Isn't it great? - It's not exactly great.
Is it not exactly great?
I think it's great.
It's great to get along.
Hwan Dong's drama will be aired on Fridays and Saturdays.
- Why? - To air right before your drama.
- Exactly, why? - What do you think?
Their drama will help you.
You start with a higher ground...
if you air a drama right after a huge hit.
You'll get at least a percent or two more in ratings.
Does this mean you'll be helping me out?
- No, I... - It means Ms. Jung will...
help out Ms. Lim.
It's really burdening for Ms. Jung.
If her assistant starts after her, they'll be compared.
Even if Ms. Lim does well, for her, it's just breaking even.
Yet she offered to do that.
She might have an awful personality, but she's not a bad person.
Idiots always say...
that I'm not a bad person.
I'm obviously a bad person.
Why? Because I have an awful personality.
I like living as a bad person.
Yes.
I have dealt with many people who have an awful personality,
but you are in your own league.
You know, it's pure.
You're like the epitome of an awful personality.
And what made you think that way?
You don't overlook a small chance to show your awful personality.
I can see how sincere you are when you express...
your heated up emotions with your face and voice.
You're purely awful.
I knew it.
You're a smarty.
You know that I hated you, don't you?
Of course.
I got kicked out.
I was jealous.
Your writing had a lot of things that I could never do.
But I'm not saying that it's excellent.
Yes.
Don't be a huge success.
But don't be a failure either.
You were once my assistant.
Just do well enough to save my face.
Yes.
Now that we're on that subject,
let me ask you for a favor.
Go ahead. Just one.
Mi Yeong, Soo Hee, or Sa Rang.
Can you let me work with just one of them?
It's really tough to work all by myself.
And it's really hard to find a good assistant writer.
Do you think they'll want to go?
If you give them your word, I'll persuade them.
Please?
I'll talk to them.
I will.
I'll pour it for you.
Thank you!
Cheers.
Drink up.
Go hang out with your dogs.
I'm going to get mad at you.
Shut up, you.
- My gosh. - Stop bringing that up.
What was that?
Mr. Seong always does that.
Let's take a group picture.
- Okay. Let's take one. - Hurry.
- Hurry up. - We have to take a picture first.
I can only see Director Son.
I don't have to be in the picture.
No way. You have to be in it. All of us!
Then just take a selfie.
- Okay? - One second.
Rabbit?
Rabbit.
I have to go.
Please.
Rabbit.
What is this?
I can't do this.
Rabbit.
Hop.
Hop. Hop!
How can you tell a customer to leave?
She keeps on hopping around!
Of course. She's a rabbit. She can't flap around.
- Goodbye. - Yes, so she can go out and hop.
We're leaving!
Let's go.
Rabbit. Hey, rabbit!
Hello, I'm a rabbit.
Hurry up and come! Rabbit is bored.
When I'm bored, I have to go to the moon.
Let's go to Moon Karaoke!
Karaoke! Let's go to the karaoke.
Rabbit, you can't run in the middle of the street.
You have to go to the side.
What are you doing? The rabbit is running away!
I'll go home, then.
I'll take you home.
Why should you?
What?
Oh, well...
You know, it's late.
It's late,
but why should you do that?
Because the streets are dark in front of her house...
It's dark, but why should you do that?
Okay, walk me home. I'm going to walk.
Okay.
Hop, hoppity, hop.
- Hop! - Rabbit, you have to go slower!
Rabbit! Hands up!
- Rabbit is... - Bang!
Go over there!
Why did you run away, you jerk?
How can you leave me alone with the rabbit?
Follow me. Follow me, all of you!
Rabbit! Hey!
You can't catch me!
Rabbit!
Rabbit.
You must feel really upset.
You probably didn't even enjoy the musical.
No, that's not it.
I keep bothering you, don't I?
I'm sorry.
I won't be like this starting tomorrow.
Then why don't you tell me about Ha Yoon?
I know you want to talk about her.
No, it's okay.
Go on and tell me all the bad stuff.
It's not being petty.
I'll just think of it as cute whining.
- Well... - Resentment teaches you stuff.
Once you resent someone for as long as you want,
you start to see the things that you did wrong as well.
Go ahead.
You can start by calling her a wench.
You wench.
- Don't call me a wench. - Pardon?
No, I wasn't saying it to you. I'm sorry.
That's not what I meant.
That wench.
She keeps doing stuff I don't like.
And it was hard for me to like the stuff she did.
She drinks.
And that's fine.
But does she really need to drink all night?
And once she comes home, she should just go to bed.
But why does she always gets a call from some guy?
That makes me get so angry.
So I end up hating her.
But she...
can't stand being hated even for a single second.
I hate her so much.
But she asks me to love her.
So although it may sound strange,
I give her something that seems similar to love.
But the love I give her is mixed with hatred,
so it never really satisfies her.
And she even starts feeling lonely.
What's worse...
is that she even starts hating me as well.
So she repeats it all over again...
and starts doing things I don't like.
You must've felt so frustrated.
Two hedgehogs...
are lost inside a complicated maze.
They keep poking each other.
And they both end up bleeding so much.
In the end, they couldn't stand it anymore.
So they set the maze on fire...
and finally escape.
The space they shared no longer exists.
And then I open my eyes...
and I'm not sure where I am.
Let me tell you where you are.
It's where other hedgehogs live.
And that hedgehog...
eventually needs to meet another hedgehog.
I mean, it can't meet a cat.
You'll soon be able to find a way...
to get along with another hedgehog...
without poking each other and getting hurt.
What about you?
Did you find a way to do that?
No.
I know this isn't the right time...
to feel this way.
But I also want...
to date someone.
Why do you keep following me?
I'm going my way.
- You normally don't go this way. - Where do you think I'm going?
How long are you going to keep this up?
I'm usually unfriendly to strangers.
You weren't like that.
How do you know that?
- Let's talk. - Go ahead.
Can we face each other?
That rumor...
The problem we're facing isn't something we can deal with.
And it's not even a big deal.
Meanwhile, the things we need to do from now on...
are actually a big deal.
We need to cast actors,
finish the remaining scripts,
shoot the drama, and get judged by others.
I'll admit that it's really scary.
But isn't it amazing to think that it's something...
we can actually deal with?
Let's focus on what we can do.
Okay.
Let's...
focus.
And there's something else we must settle.
It's way more important than the stuff...
I just talked about.
But you can solve the problem.
What else is there to solve?
Exporting the drama overseas?
Season two?
Me.
I'm talking about my feelings for you.
I don't just like you.
I like you so much...
that you need to do something about it.
We both found out that we were both pretending not to like each other.
And we both knew that our feelings will eventually show...
even though we were implicitly staying quiet about it.
But neither of us knew...
that it'd happen today.
Come in.
Hello.
Hi.
It's nice to meet you. Come sit over here.
Have you ever been to a place like this before?
Or have you ever received counseling?
No, this is my first time.
How does it feel to be here?
It feels cozy.
I thought movies purposely made these places seem that way.
I got some ideas from movies, and some come from my own taste.
It's nice.
Normally, I'd give you a questionnaire...
and start talking to you after I read over the answers.
But let's just talk.
A Rang told me a lot about you. I don't want to start by lying...
and pretend like I know nothing about you.
What do you normally start the conversation with?
I ask about your job, your family background,
and whether or not you drink or smoke.
And most importantly, I ask you what I'm curious about.
Okay.
I'll just ask whatever comes to mind.
You don't need to answer anything that makes you feel uneasy.
Whenever you watch a sad movie or feel like you want to cry,
do you find it easy to let your tears out?
Do you remember the last time you shed tears?
You may take your time.
Tears...
I don't remember.
It's been more than two years.
It was hard.
His parents visited him at the hospital only once.
I didn't leave his side even for a moment.
He was in pain,
but I was glad he didn't hide himself until the end.
He didn't push me away.
I'm grateful for it.
He was unconscious for a long time.
One night,
he woke me up.
He couldn't even talk,
but his eyes seemed so peaceful.
I was able to understand what he wanted to say at once.
He passed away by my side that day.
And...
I don't remember.
No,
I don't think I've ever cried since then.
It feels like I have no feelings.
How do you feel these days?
It's bearable.
What do you mean by that?
Well, my work is hard.
But it'd be strange...
if it wasn't hard to film a documentary.
It's all right.
That's good to hear.
Then let's put your work aside.
Besides your work,
how do you feel in your daily life?
I didn't know.
I wasn't aware of my feelings.
But one day,
I came to feel like my sense of emotion...
was stuck on the ground.
I tried to take it off,
but it didn't even budge as if it had been...
always there.
I think that's a positive signal at least for you.
- What? - It's actually...
an emotion that people with depression experience.
But for you, it's like...
finding yourself back from your big trauma...
which had made you unable to recognize yourself.
There must be a positive aspect around you.
My friends are always by my side.
We eat, drink,
and talk together every day.
It wouldn't be strange for us to have a fight since we're all girls,
but we never fight and I like it.
I envy you. You have such good friends.
How is your relationship with your parents?
They live abroad.
- We call to say hi sometimes. - I see.
Isn't there any problem with your relationship?
No.
I know that they're troubled because of my brother,
but I think...
they've done everything...
they could do.
How about in your childhood?
We had no problems.
Is there any memory that comes to your mind...
when you think about your childhood with them?
Anything is fine.
It could be about getting scolded or feeling happy.
It's nothing special,
but my mom worked when I was little.
So I hardly have any memory...
of spending time with her in the afternoon on weekdays.
But one day, she didn't go to work.
I was about 10.
It was the school anniversary.
She talked less than usual.
I wondered why and studied her feelings.
She asked me what I wanted to eat for lunch.
I told her cotton candy.
There was a small park with a few rides...
in the neighborhood.
We weren't well off at that time,
so we couldn't afford to go there often.
She took me to the park...
without saying much.
I ate a hamburger...
and cotton candy.
I even rode a ride worth three dollars.
I was supposed to be excited.
But I was concerned about my mom...
who was sitting on a bench in a daze.
So I sat still...
next to her.
What happened to her?
I have no idea.
I wonder why she did that.
I never asked her why.
If I ask her now,
she might not even remember when.
The day...
just passed by like that.
Why do you think you're reminded of that day?
I don't know.
It isn't something...
that I remember because I want to.
I just...
don't know.
I'm sorry.
It's okay. It's fine.
What happened between you and her?
(Let's not ask each other to be understanding...)
(just because we'll both be away...)
(and have a busy schedule.)
(Let's see each other every day.)
(Two hedgehogs are lost inside a complicated maze.)
(They keep poking each other.)
(And they both end up bleeding so much.)
(In the end, they couldn't stand it anymore.)
(So they set the maze on fire and finally escape.)
(The space they shared no longer exists.)
(And then I open my eyes and I'm not sure where I am.)
(I'm talking about my feelings for you.)
(I don't just like you.)
(I like you so much...)
(that you need to do something about it.)
(Be Melodramatic)
Where's Ha Yoon? My heart races whenever I break up.
It's not the end, but the start of a new beginning.
You can text me if you're still depressed when you get home.
I'll wait for you.
Aren't you glad to see me?
Do you have a girlfriend?
She has a kid. Is that okay?
Can you help me up?
Just lie there!
Why do you say I'm not here? Do you not need me anymore?
- Die. - I'm going to kill you!
You two already like each other.
Postponed.
Do you have some time tonight?
I wanted to eat a dinner like this with you just once.
You've probably never lost someone you like...
while you sat around, but you need to know how urgent it feels.
Director Son, what is love?
We had definitely become different.
The best thing in this world.